i can't sleep

it's 1.05 am, my mom already told me to go to bed. but it happened on 2 hours ago. sorry mom, but i can't handle my hand without writing or typing anything before i go to bed

troubles, came without our estimates, and just came and go away. i can be the melancholic one that can't stop thinking about it. try to find a solution but i always meet the stalemate. it haven't finished yet. i don't know what will we do tomorrow. i feel not good, i promise i will fix it up, but sometimes i accidentally do it again. i often feel the guilty because it just a misunderstanding. and actually i hate a "misunderstanding" word. all of my problem came with that word, since i know what an internet was

but cheer up now, just smile and look upon the sky. the future is waiting for you. catch them all and try to forget the worse past. everyone has a future and sooner or later we will face the future. scared but sounds challenging, all of the problem also waiting for you. just think about what will you 'do' with that problem

oh men, saya sedang galau nih